Worked both jobs today 14 hours, I am tired. Good news is that I am almost done with day 2 of 5 that I have to work this week. After my 5 days is up -I will be off from the hospital for 9 days. I can NOT wait! I have been working full-time the last 3 months -every weekend- does not help family life when dh works straight days -weekdays.
Tomorrow morning my best friend is coming over for a visit in the morning. I am excited -it has been awhile since we have just been able to sit and chat. I also need to balance checkbook and write out bills and do laundry -these things I actually enjoy. I could do the SAHM thing real well. I love cleaning and all that wifely -mom stuff.
Haven't blogged in quite a long time -I am still debating if this is something I want to do or not. I have decided to just keep plugging away at it -maybe I will discover what it is I am trying to do.
I have been feeling very down recently, I have a co-worker that just had a double mastectomy -breast cancer. She has now found she has bone cancer as well as a shadow found on her liver via MRI. My mom is a breast cancer survivor. Thank you Lord. It gets depressing working in a hospital and seeing so much pain and anguish. Especially in my job position -we do not see the good outcomes -only the bad.
I feel overwhelmed with all the death and crap going on in this world. It scares me to be raising my kids -I fear for their future.
